1 mins .........

"LOOK AT THE MONkEY, lOOK AT THE MONKEY!!!!"

He is a so cute monkey who is our dear Murray~(I know he will not see this page.) Today, everything goes very well. Finally, I did 1 min speech to everyone. When the monkey looked at me, I knew what his eyes contact mean. In fact, it is not a speech. I made everyone laugh. Because I said many weird things........ I said that we can watch tv to practice listening and read newspapers..... Then, the monkey's face looked like this pictures' expression and and said:"read newspapers can prove listening???" I suddenly changed topic. I said maybe we can take notes in front of Tv under the sub-title.. The monkey asked people if looking the subtitle is a good way. Everyone refused my ideas. hahahha+lolololo=everyone is happy and laughing......Many people gave me other good ideas. Now I just want to laugh.......... because........ it is so funny........ when I recall the situation, I do want to recall the monkey's face........He must think what the hell...........what is going on..........

Anyway, today is a big day and is an important day....... I have a big wish...... and I pray for a whole night ........God please bless.......please......i want to see my happiness come soon.......

One hour later, I will go to work as before. Perhaps I will meet my old friends........ still admire and be jealous...... I know that is terrible.......... but I am TERRIBLE~with a little bit stupid.
lOOK AT THE MONKEY, lOOK AT THE MONKEY~~~~

nightmare

Today, I had have a nightmare before I went to this class. I dreamed that I missed my writing mid-term exam because I woke up late. I booked a taxi and prepared to go to school. However, the taxi was not outside after ten mins..... I really counted how many marks I would lose if I miss this exam. Then, I met a group of bad people who wanted to give me a ride. However, they sold me to another place....... I really scared.......and tried to get off this car.......but I couldn't......
When I woke up quickly, I was glad that I did not miss the exam, and mid term has already passed for a long time......HOHOHOHO.......see, Helen is still alive and happy~~~
Even though the dream is not real, I still late for this class......because I woke up late. I do think that there are some relationships bewteen dreams and reality for me. The reason is sometimes my dreams happen in the reality.........that is scared........
Yesterday, I read some article about science because Murray said today might has quizs. I know many sicentists spent their whole life to discover new things and explain the earth such as Newton and Einstein....... What was their motivation? Why did they do this?..... because they desire to learn more???.......... who can answer me.........:) smile~~~~

~~Renew~~

Today is a sunny day. Even though I woke up at 3 p.m, I still enjoy the sunshine on the bed. I think that spring is coming soon. I am waiting for my spring which is my favourt season. This week I promised Murray to go to Writing centre, so I decided to go on next Tuesday. Sometimes just sometimes I am very lazy, and I feel I dislike everything......except food.......lol. I sticked our time schedule on the wall. I know that this is one more month to go. I feel very very excited because I will start a credit course!!!! I am waiting for that day for a long long long time. I have imaged that I will be very enjoy studying at that time. Also, I have a big wish.........I hope that God will fulfill my dream........only one time. This year, I won't go back to China though I really miss them. I want to spend more time to study and make everything goes very well......
After EAP program, our teachers will meet new students and we will meet new teachers. In China, we say that teachers like the candle burns out themselves as well as give lights to others.

don't complain anymore

I typed many words and deleted them again and again. I don't know what I want to talk about. no topic is a topic......no reason is a reason. no matter what I want to say, the reality can not be changed. I want to say the sky is gray, but it is still blue. Nobody cares, so I care. No more love, so I love. It is not a big deal. I have read too many love stories. Girls cry for boys. HOWEVER, I still ENJOY this sentence.
A girl said:"I love you." A boy said:"through the salt." A LONG TIME AGO, WHEN I SAW THIS SENTENCE AT THE FIRST TIME, I CRIED WITH NO REASONS. I AM A SO SENSITIVE PERSON. A LITTLE THING CAN BREAK MY HEART AND CHANGE MY MIND. I TRY TO BE MORE BRAVE, BUT SOMETIMES I JUST CHALLENGE MY LIMIT AGAIN AND AGAIN. I KNOW THAT THERE HAS NEVER HAD A LIMIT........
My friends always like to ask my recent life. How to answer them is becoming a big question........i start to doubt their motivations.
I will still envy, wish, hope, admire........Be a stupid girl forever.