Helen is thinking about......

Helen is thinking about......

Monday, April 21, 2008

Finally I finished

I still wanna say something........I am so excited because I pass EAP.......I cannot believe it. I spent nearly 2 years to study English........I failed once, and I blamed myself many times.......However, I passed!!!!!!!!!!!! Only My mother and bf know how hard I tried and suffered........Many people quit this program, but I insist on studying. I don't know why.......Today I know that is the result of happiness........
My dear teachers.....Murray and Scott....Keep in touch........ I will never forget you who had helped me to prove English...... Thank you very much.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Finally...........

Next week FINAL EXAMS are coming........OH MY GOD. When I finished my last term paper, I still cannot relax myself.......I cannot close my eyes......555555......crying...... Murray said listening exam is very difficult.....and he tries to make it more difficult...... I wanna cry........The day is coming....ARE U ready? I still need to prepare a perfect presentation, and decided when I am going to Ottawa for one month. The most important thing is pass........
I really feel my english level is going up day after day. I can express my words and translate what I want to say. It is a big improvement for me. Let's cheers......
Tomorrow our dear teacher is back!!!!!!!!!!!Welcome!!!!!!!!We miss him for a whole week........miss his face, voice, and walking style........hoho~~ I hope that we will have gifts....
I will keep doing my blog.......Let's finish it.!!!

Friday, April 4, 2008

A song can wake me up

Her voice is like from the sky.......

Do you know that I'm OK? Are there things you wanna say? Thinking of you night and day Hopping you'll come back and stay I remember when you told me I'll be all right Don't worry... *I try and try to understand... Is all this just a sad good bye? Thinking of you night and day... No matter if you'll come and stay I remember when you told me I'll be all right Just hold me... I don't wanna close my eyes tonight Missing you make me cry Your love will give me strengths to carry on You'll always be my heart and mind So I don't wanna close my eyes tonight I know it's just a miss match in time... Why...oh ...why Miss match in time* x2

It is a mirror which shows myself. that is hurt.


Thursday, April 3, 2008

One more week to go!!!

Final exams are coming quickly. I am really scared......and anxious......Everyone is worried about their marks........So do I. I just try my best to finish my assignments......so Let's work hard!
Today, I have some news about my old friends who meet many problems now. I just suddenly understand everyone is the same. No one is better than others. When a person have something, at the same time, he or she loses something. People have to face hardness. After those difficulties, they will meet other huge problems. That is called the society and life. I am upset about the long distance,but I am also glad to be his gf. Someone always said that you would not happy when you have already had something. Even though my little wish does not come true, I am still waiting for my little happiness. I know that I will have it and I promise that if I have it, I do not except anymore. People are changing faster than I image. I do not know what I am writing about......I hate noodles...I really hate noodles.....however, i still have it everyday. To be a good man is not very hard, right? I like April, and I hate March....... I.......wanna cry......who can pass me some sugar.........